I hate that I can't hate you.

My brain is so fried today, I can't focus on anything. It's like my mind's everywhere, trying to think everything through and contemplate it's molecular structure. It's hard to even type this, so it'll probably end up like my last post and just be random raving. You like that, right? No? Fuck you. I think I'll talk about some subject, can't even be bothered to think of something to sum it up.

I hate that I can't hate you.


Let me clarify; I hate that I can't hate a man if he's a different race than me. Let's say my neighbor, we'll call him Jim, well every night he throws these wild parties that go into the morning. Would it be unreasonable to not like this man? I'm pretty sure eventually I'd grow to hate him, as that's who I am. Let's say Jim is black and I'm white. I can't openly say I hate him, or automatically I'm a racist, no matter what defense I give, I'm then labelled racist. But if I'm white and Jim's white, it's perfectly acceptable to say I hate him. If I'm black and Jim is white, then it's acceptable to hate him. Hell, if I'm any other race than white, I'm given a free racism pass. Maybe not Asian, they really have nothing to complain about.

what is this I don't even

fully understand why we're here. And when I say 'we' I mean us as a collective species. New to the whole blogging thing so I don't really know where to start. Maybe this will just end with me typing whatever crosses my mind. Who cares even? This is all just dribble that spews from the many cracks and holes that comprise the internet. Oh what's that? You wanted to see a picture of an eagle Grandma? Well too bad, you get images of Britney Spears pregnant naked in the spread eagle position. Did Grandma want that image in her head? No, but she opened the hatch to the internet when she pressed enter. The rights she possessed before as a human being instantly vanished the instant she hit enter on that Google search. So shut the fuck up, Grandma. Nobody gives a fuck if you saw Britney Spears naked and you find that offensive. We all saw it.